Well, this week was the first week of work for me. The first week I had to leave Caitlin in someone elses care. I don't like it. At all. I thought I would get over it, but I find things about her being in some elses care that I dislike more and more each day I pick her up. I just imagine her being negleted. Just laying there crying for her Mom, and what is even more weird, is I AM her Mom. I know that I am not the Mother of the Year, nor am I an expert on children, but it is so hard to leave her with someone. I guess that's normal. Boy is she growing though, and starting to get her own little personality.